DOWN DOWN DOWN

DOWN is now live over here and ready to serve you all summer.

Protest is Illegal and Useless in Contemporary American Society.

There are small parts of me who want to live. They want a voice in the matter. They want to unionize. They want to take matters into their own boneless hands, helplessly flailing, earnestly chanting:

Hell no, we won't go.

Boneless because what holds me up is wary. The skeleton aches for rest. The armor melts in summer. The metal warps in winter. Every six months more of me dreams of obliteration. More of me googles flaming monks. More of me memorizes the levels and images of female genital cutting. The last is the safest and most beautiful. At seven I would have liked a needle and thread. I would have done it myself with wood between my teeth cursing Neptune and diving anyway. I would have taken back the waters a eunuch to safety. A sliver of wet scar. I was a smart child but did not always think outside the box or towards the future. I would have lived with a shiny faceless buddha, pink and glinting, always with me, numb when I walked instead of on fire. 

Holeless. No mercy. All mercy, all mercy.

More of me tries to sweep a tiny green grubby insect from off my leg, hoping to just move it away, not smear it. Not smear it against the stubble of my knees.

I did not mean to kill anyone, but still, 

all I do.

Something fucking slippery this way comes.

Courtesy Alpha Unicorn Jackson Nieuwland

C.C. Cannon and I are cooking up some nasty to last all Summer. Sneak Peak? Seems Appropriate.

Ode to the FeelDoe in Blue

You strap it in, not on.

Hold it in with your insides and

grind yourself against the bump.

Stick the bullet in the back and

ride it. Wear a condom because this is

really sex.

When you laugh there's a hoarseness.

Take that tinge and turn it on it's back.

Try to pin you down as a bush

or skin. 

Don't let this be like phone sex.

Take a couple  pills.

Grow it  a little bit

so you can jerk it off

bump the bump.

Watch some transman

bald man, big clit, rubbed down.

Think of you until it's done.

Die in all that hair,

say 'fuck' in it.

Grasp it at the nape and pull.

Be a brave girl.

Ass crescents under ripped shorts.

Side swell and tough peak.

Be a farm girl

and impale me with

thick and useful freckled limbs.

Watch you watch you  watch

Hold and shake, bite

wait.

Stiff sticks in the wind, still.

Turn off all the lights

in the bathtub.

Cast starlet. Prisoner's Cinema.

little girl takes a bleach bath.

i am at >kill author, where shit is getting orwellian.

bb gets political

I am here at Robert Lopez's blog series, No News Today.

masturbate to the insincere gif.

manufacture legitimacy

photoshop vintage

expedite all simulacra

comment on google blog

predict predict

critique

record on various influential

excuse me comment

cached

get cached

get archived

live forever and ever and ever

digital

manufacture history

record

err on the side of

analysis

be after the fact

be the no fault generation

take no action

be as passive aggressive

as gracious

as a like button.

[from 'meme be a meme']

NWV

i am in new wave vomit,
the magical land created 
by ana c.